Saturday, March 3, 2012

This is it.....

Ya know that moment when everything has demolished and your life seems to be so horrible you just want to sit down and cry and cry and cry, but then the moment happens where everything starts to look up again? You know what i'm talking about... That moment you've been praying for! The moment that everything went down and now you are going back up! Well.. That's kind of what happened to me today.

The last couple weeks have been especially difficult, but something about today just made the last two weeks seem worth it. I have been especially sick  and today not only did I get much better and no longer contagious, but it gave me the opportunity to go get some work done and make some money. Shortly following that I got to go see my best friend Caitlin. Spend a couple hours with her and that felt pretty darn good, just talking to her. Another amazing thing, a good friend of mine is slowly approaching back to my life. Feeling pretty good, but even better because I have found that I am gonna be okay on my own if I need to be on my own. Point Proven here? God is watching out for me. THANK GOODNESS! :)

I know it sounds really lame, but when everything in my life fell down recently, the fact that it is reconstructing itself, well... It makes me feel pretty much amazing. The Grace of God is sufficient for all. This concept goes far beyond repentance. It is a daily blessing that has changed my life. It is a concept that it constantly being taught and boy I am so happy. The last two and a half week struggle is finally coming to a close. And to share quick, this is what I've gotten out of it-


  • I am stronger than I EVER thought I was.
  • Going to Class in College-- KEY and I mean HAVE TO HAVE for success!
  • God is my best friend and he won't leave me, even if I AM Ignoring him. 


Smiling is the only thing I am at now. I am feeling great, relaxing. Now it's time to have a serious and wonderful spring break and prepare myself for something even bigger than my present... My Future. Bring it on world! For with God on my side and the strength I have recently found. I'm ready for anything.

Hope that wasn't TOO all over the place lol. Hope everyone's well!

Goodnight


--Alyssa

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